OnE YeAr ReCAp

It has been more than a year since the last time I wrote. A massive change, from student to working adult ( in fact still coping with the transition phase, not easy). So let's see, what have I have gone through the past one year:

1) love ( ^_^ as always the first priority); now and again the same trouble in hanging on to relationship, dates come and go like a roller coaster. When you want him the most, ain't no easy way out. When you are in doubt, that's when you are not ready to commit. Been told not to give up on my faith as love comes to those who believe it, but just not long ago after I gave up ( with tears, yes I am a cry baby), somehow something begins lurking. I am beginning to wonder, if love comes to those who do not believe it.

2) career; a stable promising one with chances to progress and salary increment too. One thing good is that I dun have to feel guilty buying expensive high quality clothes anymore, no longer leeching my parents wealth. Nevertheless, for a reason I don't quite understand and almost everyone agrees that being a student is richer than freshman. I find myself spending less now than when I was a student although still hard to resist new outfits. I luv wearing fresh new lines ^_^.

3) lifestyle; new job new place new people. The same as everywhere given the heterosexual population tipping over the homosexuals, my circle tilt towards away from my own kind. Less drinking, I am obliged to embrace the responsibility taking care of the image my boss projecting "google definition of Health by WHO".

As much as changes take place, one thing never change is my cheerful bubbly personality. Always brighten up the place I work in with colors, joys and something someone worth remembering me, a one of a kind ^_^, my distinctive giggles LOL.

FIgHt FiGht For thIS SaRCaSTiC LOvE….

Sounds familiar?…it’s a song from my sexy dimple favourite artist, Cheryl Cole (for those who know nothing bout her, she is one of the hot gals in the UK chart topper band, Girls Aloud..or you can just google ^_^I've just added the word sarcastic).
Her song reminds me one of the many sarcastic situations I have been in. It was weekends and I was chilling in the coffee mall with my close friends. The conversation flows like this:

Me: So wot happened to HS (a gal who claimed herself to be the best in everything includes finding the best bf..not really my close frenz but just plain hi bye type frenz ).
My friends: She is seeing someone now..been going out with this guy for quite some time. (a little sniff of envy, suck it up gal ^_^, you will find yourself one soon)
Me: that’s good for her. She is always the picky dicky when it comes to bf. Glad she found one.
My frenz: Yeah…they have been dating and quite stable…you can forget about your old fling with her (smirking, a sign of I-KNOW-YOU-HAVE-SOMETHING-WITH-HER).
Me: Wot did you mean? Old fling? (Absolutely confused)
My frenz: Come on mikey….we know you had something with her in the past..hehe( that is the typical evil smile I’d seen over and over again till I barely noticed )
Me: Hell no, absolutely absurd!!!(she still sees me as a bisexual…^_^ although I repeatedly told her I can only erect in front of the same gender species) where the hell did you get such information?
My frenz: really? Not me, people they talked..mikey ( blinking eyes…that did not help, gal ^_^ )
Me: It can’t be…you know me...most probably just another untold true gossip. Anyway, I dun bother..she has had become someone’s dick now ^_^.

Speaking of the devil….we saw HS walking towards our table coincidentally with her new bf….holding hands…typical new love birds.

HS: hello mikey!! (surprise smile..as usual to act dumb bumping into me coincidentally..in fact…she wanted to show me her new bf)
Mikey: Hello!!! Pretty..how r u ? (a little corner of my eyes inspecting the new guy…it was a disaster..dun get me wrong…not disaster bumping into her..instead..her guy looked like a hurricane disaster…from head to toe..none of them looked OK)
HS: I am good! Thank you…how are you?
Mikey: I am good as usual…I see your fingers have no ring yet ^_^ ..so when is the bells gonna ring?
HS: not so soon…and I see you dun have ring either (trying to be sarcastic here..you barked to the wrong person…little missy^_^)
Mikey: Yeah..I have been waiting for you to make that move :P…all these while after wot ppl talked how much you missed me! (sarcasm penalty in return ^_^)
HS: HAHAHA..(trying to ease the tension by laughing out loud..and wiggling herself to her new guy) see..honey..did you hear that? Competition has just begun. You gotta FIGHT FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE!
Mikey: sooner than you expect but only in your dream ^_^. Keep fighting dreamily gal. HAHA

Her phone rang and she had to go after saying goodbye to me. We burst into laughter after she left.

What a sarcastic day for me ^_^ .